yak.
mau cerita dr mana dulu neh ya? oh ya, akhirnya koko gw married juga tanggal 14 feb kemaren...congrats congrats! selamat membina rumah tangga yg langgeng yah...
nah, now i'm gonna tell you about what happened yesterday.
kemaren gw ada presentasi group 4 project. i was presenting about 'safety in the school area', looking from my subject perspective, which is physics -- and you know what physics leads to in my case, obviously.
i presented my crappy experiment, which was about how the basketball post measurements met the standards. in which, i did nothing (:b)
trus jadi gini ceritanya. akhirnya masuk sesi tanya jawab, trus ada satu guru biologi, namanya mr.jones, comment2 gitu soal presentasi grup gw. pas bagian gw dikomentarin, dy tuh yg bilang, "as for greta's experiment, it is very good, well done..." eehh trus tiba2 dy stopped and asked sth like this,
"o yeah, just one question for greta. u explained that the standard measurement used was obtained was from the NBA standard. are you sure it is compatible to be used as a standard for high school basketball post thing?"
gw bingung jawabnya gmn, soalnya gw ngga bilang apa2 soal NBA! what i said at that time was 'i got the standards from a basketball association website', so he mustve thought that i meant the NBA or something.
but i had to answer him anyway. eehh gtu gw mo jawab, tiba2 my beloved bantuin gw! dy belain gw gitu...kasi pnjelasan ke mr. jones that what i meant by the bball association website is for high school standard gitu...and so far, out of the other physics students doing the presentation, i was the only one who got help from him loh!!
o ya, satu lagi, he was supposed to handle the video camera thing, recording me doing the presentation...tapi pas gw mo presentasi, video kameranya dgn suka rela dy kasi ke dea buat dy yg rekam aja, and that left him sitting among the audience! si jessie ampe bilang ke gw gini, "gret, he gave the handycam to dea coz he wants to pay serious attention to ur presentation loh..."
ckckckck. sometimes i REALLY wonder if he actually likes me or not. this situation is getting me confused! kalo dibilang dy suka ama gw, WAIT! he has a girlfriend already. tapi kalo dibilang ngga suka ama gw, whatever he did to me says otherwise. bingung gw.
dan semalem, gw mimpi. gw mimpi ada acara di MFR sekolah, satu sekolah ntn pretty woman gitu (jenggggg...) trus gimanaaa gitu, he was sitting in the far right corner of the room, dan sebelnya di sebelahnya ada si ******* gitu (kemunculan dy ini pasti efek dari period 6 hari kemaren deh, gw yakin banget) trus duduk sebelah2an gitu.
trus filmnya kelar, eh tau2 disambung band sph (ada bass, gitar, terompet drum, piano) dan mereka maenin love songs cuma di-jazzin gitu! kinda cool... and i looked over at his seat.
dan apa yg gw liat di mimpi itu? si ******* leaned over to him trus manja2 minta dicium di bibir gitu. manja2 nempel2in bibir gitu ke bibirnya.
hiiiihhh hoeeekkkkhoeeeeeeekkkk!!! gilaaaaaaaa pgn muntah abis gw di situ, and this was just a dream! ga lama kemudian, gw bangun tuh.
sekali lagi, ini pasti efek dari apa yg terjadi pas period 6 di sekolah kemaren deh. hanya sugesti otak semata. plis deh.
hmmm...pokoknya ini prinsip gw from now on. i believe at what i see or what i feel. maka dr itu, i try to pray to God for him, siang dan malam, for whatever feelings he's shown to me.
the point is, i just want it to be true. despite this, i am ready for any consequences that might occur as a result of falling in love with him.
p.s. o ya, ngomong2, gw 'diganggu' sama dua cowok from my past neh. mendadak dua2nya showed up at my facebook: satu minta no hp (and i did gave him; gw ngga pny pilihan laen soalnya) dan yg satu lg minta add as friend, which i rejected. gimana ya?? i just wanna focus on him, and besides, i don't do guys my age. sorry.
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