Birthday Fest is O-V-E-R

horeeeee!!! gw 18 tahun!!! asikasikasik....yipeeee yeehaaa!!!



ok. enough partying. back to the normal world :(
dan gitu first day of school after a week-length of holiday, gw langsung diserbu sama 'kenyataan' ngga enak banget. and it's very much upsetting me.

pertama2, nilai Try Out UN kemaren udah keluar, dan hasilnya....jeng jeng jeng, nilai rata2 gw 6.11. spesifikasinya:

Bhs Indo: 6.00

Mat: 8.75

Bhs Ing: 7.40

Geo: 4.00

Eko: 4.75

Sosio: 6.25

dan saudara2.... itulah nilai rata2 tertinggi seangkatan grd 12 gw. and that particular fact does not really make me proud, to tell u the truth.

apa ngga minta dibunuh tuh nilai?? gilaaaa gondokkk banget. pdhl gw udah optimis banget loh kalo nilainya bakalan tinggi, sejelek2nya 7 deh. EHH NGGA TAUNYA!!! geografi dan ekonomi gw dapet 4. EMPAT!!! bhs inggris gw, yg gw paling yakin, malah dapet nilai 'relatif' jelek.... justru matematika yg tinggi. aneh deh....

and then there's bhs indonesia. hhhh.......

o ya, besok qta sema siap2 kena semprot ms. sofie deh. nasiiibbbb..

so, konklusinya:

-belajar yg giat (sounds cliche but that's a fact)

- pasang strategi: ms. esti bilang, soal yg dikasi buat TO itu emang pada dasarnya susah2, jadi dapet nilai jelek itu maklum sekali.... istilahnya, kalo qta ngerjain soal yg 'standard2' aja levelnya, kemungkinan nilainya bakal lebih tinggi by 1-2 points. jadiii, gw mo nargetin semua nilai jeblok gw ke 6, bhs indonesia dan inggris ke 8, dan matematika...jangan dibawah 8.

caranya? ya, lagi2, BELAJAR YG GIAT.

now, moving on to depressing moment of the day-Part Deux: passwordguy.

ok, singkat aja: dia sama sekali ngga inget kalo gw ulang tahun.

kesel banget.

pas hari minggunya, dy sms. tadinya gw kira mo ngucapin happy birthday, ehh ngga taunya...isi SMSnya buat 'physics students' suruh qta2 ngumpul ke kelasnya lunch time buat tanda tangan IA yg mau dikirim hr seninnya. capeee deeeehh....

pas break satu, dia mampir buat ngasih IA Math Stud form ke temen2 gw yg lagi makan bekal di dkt gw but he didn't say anything to me. at all.

pdhl passwordguy sempet berada di sekitar loh ketika salah satu guru gw, miss mey, congratulated me 'happy belated birthday' ke gw pas lagi jalan di hallway, and she said it quite loudly, and i replied it as loudly. passwordguy juga jaraknya kira2 radius 5 m deh dari gw dan miss mey, and our voices were supposedly audible to be heard from that distance, but still....

*sigh*

bahkan sampe detik ini dy belum ngucapin happy birthday ke gw. satu2nya hal personal yg dy tanya ke gw adalah: 'are you okay, gret??' gara2 gw emang pasang tampang 'worn out and tired - don't bug me' ke dy.

tapi, kali aja dia lg banyak pikiran. ngurusin IA yg gila-gilaan itu. he looks depressed, too. probably that's why he didn't remember I just had a birthday.

oh, come on, gret, just admit it! He absolutely does not remember ur birthday and probably does not care anyway!

so much for a bad, bad day.

i'd say, whatever.