of course, mimpi di sini maksudnya mimpi pas tidur lahh...alias bunga tidur...it's just so amusing how dreams can sometimes mean something in your real life...or at least, can be used as ramalan (duh, bhs inggrisnya ramalan apa sih? lupa...premonition, kah?)
jadi begini. sejak 'merasa' kehilangan passwordguy (gw kutip kata 'merasa'nya soalnya it seems that this feeling is in my mind only. isn't it?) gw jadi sering mimpiin passwordguy, dan his images were always soo vivid in my dream...
pertanyaannya, apakah mimpi gw ttg passwordguy itu hanya another ordinary dream, or it's more than just a dream?
just to help judging these dreams, gw ada satu sample mimpi (sample???? i must have written too many business review questions.. :b) soal gw and passwordguy.
wktu itu, masih liburan and i was soooo expecting to go to school buat nerima cd viva la vida yg (berhasil!) dy dapet di tengah kejamnya belantika musik band intl di indonesia (weeiiissss..)
eh saking excitednya, tau2 gw mimpi itu pas tidur! ceritanya, gw akhirnya masuk sekolah lagi (dan sekolah qta berubah jadi sangat gedeeeeeee, bangunan beraluminium lengkap dgn shuttle train kyk semacem MRT gitu! but, it's irrelevant to the story) dan gitu nyampe di sekolah, gw langsung head to passwordguy's room, ceritanya mau ambil viva la vida gw. eh dy emang ada di sana!! trus gw sengaja ngga brought up the viva la vida topic, gw maunya dy yg maju duluan.
ternyata, 5 menit pertama, viva la vida ngga dibahas2.
10 menit pertama, tetep ngga dibahas. sampe gw mau keluar kelasnya aja, ngga dibahas!
a few class periods later, gw yang baru masuk ruang kelas (or was it the gym?) langsung disambut sama segerombolan temen2 cewek gw, dan mereka bawa2 bingkisan kuning yg dibungkus rapi.
dea sebagai komando misi itu, lsg bilang, 'here gret, this was delivered by pak tungka loh for you!' dan langsung disambut meriah sama temen2 yg lain. ya udah, karena udah ngga sabar, gw buka tuh bungkusan, dan ternyata....
isinya bukan viva la vida!! emang sih, judul albumnya viva la vida, (tertulis gitu di cover cd di mimpi gw) but it seems that he bought another group band (metal pula)'s album, also called viva la vida, as in there were two viva la vidas!! cover cdnya warna merah darah-item gitu...swt dah. i was so shocked, then went out to find him, to tell him that he got me the wrong cd. but i never found him in my dream.
ehh tau2 di real life, 12 januari, gw juga dapet cd viva la vida yg bukan viva la vida yg ada di bayangan gw dr dy. instead of giving me the 'usual' painting-cover viva la vida, he got me the viva la vida-prospekt's march dlux edition, something i really didnt expect!!
now you see. different case, but still within the same main point. got it?
gw sama2 dapet viva la vida yg ngga gw expect sebelumnya baik di dunia mimpi maupun di dunia nyata.
so, are my dreams about passwordguy not just ordinary dreams, or does anybody have a better xplanation on this?
now, i hope i can relate that dream with this dream.
gw mimpi ntn show bareng dea, tara, hay and kim di planet hollywood (or so my mind told me) broadway kinda show gitu. trus at one point, gw yg tadinya duduk di pojok belakang pindah ke bangku paling depan, ngga tau kenapa. eh pas gw pindah, pas lagu baru mulai juga. and suddenly there were backup dancers coming from both stage ends, trus nari2 di depan stage gitu, biasalah ala broadway. then suddenly all these dancers (yg jumlahnya ada 10an itu) maju ke dpn meja gw dan tiba2 merogoh sesuatu dr kantong2 mereka: rose petals! dan disebar2kanlah petals itu on my forehead. otomatis aksi mereka itu menarik perhatian ke gw dong, eh trus among the crowd I SAW PASSWORDGUY TAKING PIC OF ME BEING SHOWERED WITH THOSE ROSE PETALS!! ya udah, akhirnya mereka selesai nari, crowd cheered, dan gitu gw ditinggal pergi, datanglah passwordguy, nghampirin meja gw.
he kinda asked what did it feel like to be showered like that, i answered, very flattering and i feel honoured...trus gw yg komentar gitu that they showered me with zillions of rose petals that i actually caught its scent!
G: iya, saya jd wangi2 rose gtu. enak sih, kecium ngga?
PG: dari sini sih ngga...*dan tau2 dy bangkit dari kursi, reaching closer to me and actually KISSED my forehead!*
hmm...iya kamu bau bunga mawar gret....*snyum*
aww!!
previously it was my cheek he kissed. now my forehead. what next??
now, the question is: does it really mean something? coz i hadnt smelled any rose around that time, tapi baunya kerasa banget...like i said, it was so vivid. not to mention that i had this dream when i was brokenhearted. so does it probably mean that because i'm brokenhearted, then dreams as such appear?
it must mean something! tapi, dalam real life, it doesnt mean anything......yet. so far. perhaps, someday...
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